I had a huge falling out with a very few members. I dislike making rash decisions when I’m pissed (you’ve no idea how badly for 3 straight days I wanted to gquit), so I decided to take a 1 week break, even though I knew the patch would be hitting this week. The guild has apparently had a gquit from another healer while I was gone, too. This leaves the guild with 2 shamans, a holy priest, and a disc priest. I should probably log on for the sake of the guild.

I don’t think anyone knows (cares?) how stressed I’ve been. The fact is, I’m taking a break in the middle of drama. Am I unreliable? Some former members left because they believe Summit doesn’t reward loyalty or past contributions enough. I can’t bring myself to agree, since I’ve always believed in the present more than the past, but will I finally see it differently if I turn out to be one of those former members?

Am I making any fucking sense?

I guess I’m wondering if Saveena will fully take over my officer duties and if I’ll be recruited out in the course of a week. Will the two years I’ve been here matter in the wake of my absence?

Ungh. The nerd rage is building. My friend wants me to transfer to her server to raid with her. Truth is, I’m not guaranteed a raid spot, and I dislike loot council (don’t post just to argue with me). That, and I don’t have $55 to go horde on another server. Will the current stress be too much though?

Why do I insist on publishing my incoherency?

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